tingwei ;]

Hahaha! Yiting helped me edit this picture. Hair colour plus eyes. If you look closely, my eyes are green. muahahaha! xDD

The left side's the editted one. =x

Lol, it's been more than two weeks since i blogged here. Haha! Too bad lah, the Onsugar's problem make me don't wanna blog here. It kept logging in to other people's account. And yea, i think some other people logged into mine. Damn fucked up. The previous post wasn't by me. -.- Wth the hell would i post such random things like fuckplurhyea -.-

I don't Plurk anymore.

Anyway, prelim started this week. So far... so good? Kinda screwed today's math paper though. And Tuesday's SS paper. Idk la, for SS my mine just went blank. Fucktard~ Amaths, i suddenly couldn't think. Aiya. Nvm.  Emaths paper two was quite tough. -.-

And idk why i still say so far so good.

LA. La. LA.

Bye.

yeah it rawks

Omg there's something wrong with Onsugar!

The other time my onsugar was logged on to some girl's name that starts with a C. I can't remember who, but it was a total stranger. And just now, when i logged in, i was logged in to some girl called Grace's onsugar. o.o I felt so tempted to do something to it =x but i'm a good person, so i just logged out and logged in again. Hahaha...

Lalala.

I really hate 'O' levels! They make me go crazy. The only thing i can think of everyday, is study study and more study. Sigh. I wish i can study reeeaally smart, so i don't have to work so hard =x Sigh. The thing is, i can't find the most efficient way to study. I think everyone has their own way of studying that'll help them.

LALALALA. LAAA~~~ Bye!

Myyyyyyyyy legsssssssss damnnnnnnnnn painnnnnnnnnnn!... =(

I just realised, I won't have the mood to study on Fridays and Saturdays. But on Sunday i just feel like mugging. Blaaa. Spent hours filing papers yesterday. I like filing, but there's just too much to file. All compiled from May onwards. I even found last year's paper. -.- Anyway, i threw away most of the Chinese papers out of laziness. And some Maths worksheets. Because i filed maths first, and after that i found some more maths worksheets. Sian ttm, so i just throw them away. Hope Mrs Ng wouldn't realise. Aiya, i don't think she'll realise. There's just toooo many!

But then the effort wasn't wasted. My cupboard looks super neat now.

Anyway. I feel suuuuuuuper lifeless now. I think i'm gonna go crazy already. Everyday i only allow myself to think of studies, studies, and more studies. It's like, if i don't study, or give myself a break, i'll consider it as slacking. SLACKING! Such a severe word now. An act that will cause me regrets in the future. But i just can't bring myself to continue with this lifeless days. =(

Although i'm not studying as much as i'd like to, I'm not enjoying myself. Arggggh. =(

And, every morning, i have to think of something for me to look forward to for the day, so i will get myself out of the bed. Which can be useless if there's nothing to look forward to. Take last thursday and friday for example, I had nothing to look forward to. I really felt like skipping school. Argggh. But i didn't.

And the thing i'm looking forward to tomorrow, is getting back my mock papers. (i don't know if we'll be getting back, but i'm gonna think we will). And knowing which CL class i will be in. SEE, such little useless things. Argh, and i feel like a nerd. Damn it.

Good morning!

Good afternoon!

Good evening!

Good night!

(depending on the time of the day you're reading this)

Argh. I get so annoyed when i'm speaking or typing, but i stop and think of the word for it. It's like, i know there's an alternative word for it, and an expression for it, something more profound, but i can't think of it. I know there's something i can use, but i just don't know which. Grrr. This sucks.

I guess reading alone does not help. Or maybe i have to read more. =O

Yea, i have to read more.

Anyway. C5. I'm retaking! Can't be bothered to think if I regret or not. I'm just disappointed, that's all. But it's like i can't be disappointed either, since I've never gotten a B in this entire freaking secondary school life. If only i got a B, i would most definitely NOT retake. B would look nicer on the cert. But... Never mind. "Retake lor". Retake lor.

Don't you find it weird. Those who are getting C now, aren't those who got C for PSLE. I got an A for my PSLE, Jason and Yvonne got an A, but we got C5. Something MUST be wrong.

Anyway. Let me show off again. I got straight As for PSLE! Wahahahah!!! =x

Ok.

Blablablablabla. Life's a bitch. Do you know that? I bet you do. Even if you don't at this point of time, i bet, somewhere along the way you've thought this way. Come on la, who the hell can be such an optimist with THESEE??

Aiya. Actually, there's nothing much going on in my life. I can settle them just by how i think of people........... LOL. Right now, for some stupid reason i just keep getting irritated at this particular someone. I think it will wear off. So... it should be ok, right?

So, what's really bothering are the things that's going on around me.

Dear someone i wish i could meet,

i would love to meet, is my future husband! Wahahaha! Yea. And i wish i will be able to meet him in the most fairytale-like manner as possible.  And them go through some memorable stuff. In any way, as drama as possible so that it's interesting and roooomantiiicc~~~

Love, tingwei

Aiya, i don't really have anyone i wish i could meet. I've never thought of this before.

Bye. Maybe i'll edit this post if i thought of someone.

Dear favourite Internet friend,

I don't know who's my favourite Internet friend >< When saying Internet friend, do you mean like, never met them before? Ok then i think i have one. Wahaha, just thought of her.

NG LI YAN~~~

I think you're surprised that it's you, since we don't talk a lot, and it was sooooooo long ago that we were close Internet friends. >< But yea my life is boring, i haven't played any games for a long time so i haven't met any new Internet friends or kept in touch with the others.

Hmmm, if i'm not wrong, i met you in Maple. Or Audition. Aiya, either one. But i think it's Maple. Hahaha!

You good la you, go SOTA! And your brother's in SSS! Your family full of talents ah. Bagus! Hmmm, although we don't really talk like 24/7, we share quite a bit of memories, yea? Haha! You're so cheerful and bubbly. xD I like!

Hmmm, oh yea! I remember how i got close to you. We were playing this stupid gan family thing. And then i don't know what happen lah, suddenly you're my daughter. And then someone is your father. Don't know if you remember him, haha! I've lost contact with him after that incident.......... I kinda regret you know. But at that time, i just... Never mind! HAha!

OHYEA! You were primary 5 that time, if i'm not wrong. And we didn't get to meet up at all, even though we wanted to. You live quite a distance from me and you can't go far, that's why. After my 'O' levels, better meet up! >:(

Hmm, it'll be cool if we can find him. Haha! I think you have his contact la! Should have. Wahh, then cool leh.

Anyway, i miss those days when i was a gamer! Then we'll talk on the phone at night! Conference!!!! Ahhhhhhhh~~~... I miss it. Because i don't talk to anyone on the phone now. Not those for fun one. -.- Every time i get a call, or when i call people, there must be some stuff to discuss or information to pass down. =( So lifeless... But then again, i think i'm a boring person on phone. Hahahaha! Can't blame me what! My house so many people and i don't have my own room!

Ahhh. Okok, deal ah, meet up after my 'O's. =xxx

Hope you see this la. ><

LOVE, tingwei~~~

Lalalalalala. Too much worksheets! I can't complete them! Ahhh~!!!

Ok. Oral on Monday. Quite nervous... But i admit i haven't prepared for it. -.- LAlalalalala~ I'm tired but i don't want to sleep. I feel like studying but i'm too tired to focus. D= And i have tuition tomorrow..................................... sian x 100. I feel like quitting -.- I think i'm quitting after this month. Then i study on my own. Because every week i'm like going there to collect a paper to do. Then go there do do do... Might as well do my TYS. $200 a month just to do 4 papers. 2 hours for every paper. Heh...? I can buy ten years of paper with just $5 -.- With solutions some more.

But i don't know leh... =( The papers he give are tougher. BUT THEN it's demoralising leh... That Catholic high guy always get less than 5 wrong. When i can get up to 17 wrong. D= Oh yea btw that cat high guy is from band sia. Haha... BUT STILL! demoralising =( Ah, never mind. I think i wait till the end of this month, then i see how.......

Because i realised, every weekend when i wake up early, i'll have the mood to study. But on Sundays, when i have that strong urge to study, it's time for me to go for my tuition. So it ruined my spirits. Don't like the atmosphere in my tuition centre because it makes me feel very lousy lol. With all those A1 students. =( And by the time i reach home, i'm tired already lol. Heh.

Ahhh, i've been pondering about this for quite a while. I don't know what to do. It's possible that my mom will just let me quit, but then if i tell her, she'll tell the tuition centre that i want to quit because they only give exam papers. -.- And then i'll be embarrassed. Lol~ Regret lah. Maybe if i joined when i was in sec 3, i would be an A1 student like them.

[jepfjaspfgje

I'm so happy LOL! I didn't know there was such a day until Shi Tieng told me. HAHAHA!

Anyway, i'm proud to be a left hander! It's like being special, and known to be generally smarter! (even though i don't think that's true) But then really, i think most right handers don't know that many things in the world are suited for right handers. Left handers have if difficult!!! Even though they're just small little things... but they can amount to BIG things! So appreciate it!

This is my favourite. HAha!

This is sooo interesting. Gaaa!

Lazy to copy paste everything. Just google it if you're interested. ><

this is VERY true. Some things people don't know what left handers go through!!!!

"A really interesting question is whether there is any connection between left handed people and creative genius. Some of history's most creative minds have been left-handed.

In the category of art, both Leonardo da Vinci and Michelangelo were left handed. In the category of music, Ludwig van Beethoven was left handed. In the field of science and invention, you find Benjamin Franklin, Isaac Newton, and Albert Einstein. In the field of motion pictures, Charlie Chaplin.

Bobby Fisher, the modern chess genius, is left handed. So too musical geniuses Bob Dylan, Paul McCartney, and Wynton Marsalis.
Each of the these persons had a mind so exceptional as to be head and shoulders above anyone else in their field. So even though it may be more difficult for a left handed person to live in a right handed world, lefties can know that they are in good company. Beethoven and Einstein had it tough, too." - http://www.his.com/~pshapiro/left.handed.html

Yesss~~~ It's like so amazing la. Only about 1 out of ten people are left handed, yet there are so many left handers who've been so successful. Damn!

LEFTIES RULE!!!!!

Oh btw! Rmb that video Mr Lim showed the school on Wednesday? And then inside the video there was a girl named Sarah? SHE'S A LEFTY! xD Betcha didn't notice!

Hi~~~

I feel tired today also. And my whole body is aching because of yesterday's NAPFA. Rahhhhh... Chem mock tomorrow. Hope it's easy. So sian la, i hate it when so many things clutter in one period of time. Yesterday was Amaths mock, today last minute SS mock, tomorrow Chem mock, sat history mock. Oh, you think i'm done? Sorry i have 'O' level oral on Monday, Physics SPA skill 3 on Tuesday. And Physics mock on Friday.

And all the maths worksheets Mrs Ng is bombing us with. Don't forget i have piano lessons too and my teacher is going through theory for now. ARGH! And she somehow just throw homework at me. -.- Grrrr. Never mind la. I can handle it. Come on, I'm ting wei leh!

I actually wanted to post Day 7 here. But... I can't think of anything 'presentable' to say. Hahahaha... BUT FYI I'M ALREADY OVER ALLLL OF THEM! Muahahahaha!

So what if I sucked at relationships? At least i'm not so naive now. Wahahahahaha~ This is like building up immune system, you know?